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Hey Guys. just wanted to see if this thing was still going.
<3
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[01 May 2005|05:40pm] |
Friday was the most horrifying day i have ever experienced; I seriously thought i could die at any moment.
Someone really special to me, a long time ago, taught me to always watch out for signs, and friday, it seemed like they were EVERYWHERE.
I don't really want to go into detail to everyone of what i saw, but i mean if your that curious, i'll tell you personally.
Another big thing: My mom knows.
We were in the kroger parking lot, she saw it, i lied about it, then confessed knowing the lie was a horrible one, and we sat in the parking lot for the longest time talking. My mom and i have never been really close but i'm really relieved that she knows now.
But i'm better, so everythings alright........i hope.
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[18 Apr 2005|08:47pm] |
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Why am I so god damn bored right now?
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[27 Mar 2005|02:16pm] |
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Its like heaven........in a bunny shape!
I LOVE YOU!
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[24 Mar 2005|05:10pm] |
Ever seen two big black guys playing ping-pong?
I have.
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[13 Jan 2005|06:22pm] |
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i just got internet back after 3 weeks of not having it.
we had to cancel it for some reason,
then it took 3 weeks for us to get DSL
and now we're canceling my private room line, 528.4546 because i don't need it.
so throw that number away, put my cell number in there 434.426.7150, and call me some time.
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[26 Dec 2004|10:06pm] |
I had a great Christmas.
got new rugs for my car,
a hand written coupon for a car radio (which i just got tonight),
dvd player,
and a car cell phone charger, for a nonexistent phone.
( Picture time )
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[25 Dec 2004|08:09pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU, MY LOVES!
i have alot of really awesomes pictures i need to post including a few of Asparagus.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIA!!
people can be quite immature, you say "merry christmas" to them, and they are rude to you.
but its ok.
i hope one day that they need help and i'm the only one around to help them,
and they'll have to ask ME, and you know wht...i wouldn't just leave them, i'd help them.
plus my tummy hurts... :(
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[23 Dec 2004|10:05am] |
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( Read more... )
( Read more... )
does anyone have a hamster cage??
i have a fish terrarium but i think i'd rather have a hamster cage.
AND, if you have a wheel, or anything like that, i will absolutely love you forever if i may have it or borrow it.
andrew and i went to PETsMART last night and he bought a mouse so we could liberate it, then we realized it would be to cold to free him specially since hes been in captivity all his life and wouldn't be able to survive in the real world, so then andrew left the darn thing with me!
but i'm gonna keep it.
his name is Asparagus.
and Gus for short.
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[21 Dec 2004|10:04pm] |
alright, so i left my cell phone in flordia.
and because i'm SOOO smart all my numbers are only in my phone, not written down anywhere.
so if you need to get in touch with me, either try calling my private line (528.4546),
or my house number (528-4720), but only call the house between 6am-10pm.
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[15 Dec 2004|07:28pm] |
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Goodbye.
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[13 Dec 2004|07:07pm] |
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i haven't updated in a while.
i haven't really wanted to either, i don't want people being immature and bad-mouthing me.
i've been going through a lot these past couple of weeks.
and most of glass has heard and is against me.
when it all started i was a hazard to myself,
they may have thought wht i did to them was bad, but wht they did to me was worst.
but i'm alright now.
i miss them so much, and i am sorry for what i did to them, but if they won't accept my apology, i don't need people like them in my life, all they do is hurt me.
people tell me they update about me, but they won't tell me wht they say because they know it will just hurt me.
i'm grateful to them.
i don't want to be sad anymore.
i am more than grateful to the friends that have stayed loyal to me, i'm sure they have done everything in their power to take you away from me.
this may sound corny, but its necessary, i need to thank the people that helped me:
( Andrea )
( Meg )
( Lee )
( Don )
To all of you, THANK YOU
i really hope i'm not forgetting anyone, and if i am, i apologize, and you too, mean the world to me.
enough of this sadness, i need to be happy again.
I got my license or at lest my 90-day AND a car!!! yay
i dyed my hair again, it was supposed to be the dark brown i had before it was red, but it turned black, but i like it anyway, and a lot of people complimented me on it, saying they really like it too.
another thing...
i think i may be SLOWLY getting over him...
i still get chills and get really happy inside when i see him or when i think about him,
but i realized from someone that i don't need him to be happy, i just wish i could have realized this before i lost that person.
there is so much more i want to say, but i've written enough for now, the clock tells me i've been writing for an hour or more.
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[24 Nov 2004|08:15pm] |
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today was a good day.
tiering, but good.
i was going to go shopping early this morning with samantha,
she told me she would pick me up at 4:44,
she told me she would come at 4:44, so i woke up at 4:44, i knew she would be a little late.
she didn't come till 6, blah, i could have slept that whole time.
oh well.
i got some cute clothes and some christmas gifts for people.
then....
out of the blue....
he called me.
ahhhhh
it was like 3:45, and he called and asked if i want to go downtown and take pictures at 4:00.
ahhhh
i had less then 20 minutes to get ready!!(i had to wash my hair too.)
he picked me up, we parked, walked around for an hour and took pictures.
then drove down by the river to this big ol' abandoned warehouse (kate:its the place your mom took us when she went down the wrong street to go to the depot grill when we were gonna see cameron)
we went in, but while i was taking pictures we heard this scratching sound, it was really freaky
old sketchy warehouse + scratching sound + the dark = freaky
so we left, as we were getting in the car, i saw these two people coming towards us, and one of them looked like a cop, (he can't get in trouble again since he had just gotten his car back four days ago from the last time he got in trouble.)
but we talked to the laddie and she was really nice about it, she told us about how there were these 3 big black drug dealers there a year ago, so she had to check it out to make sure.
and as we were leaving and going over the railroad crossing, the red flashing lights turned on, and the gates closed around us, neither of us knew what was going on, but when we got to the top of the hill at the light, i looked back and the lights were off, the gates were up, and no train had gone by. we were wondering if the cop laddie had done it to play a joke on us, but we didn't think she had that kinda control over the lights, but it was funny anyway.
we had thirty minutes to spare before he had to go home, so we went to my fire station, hung out there for a couple minutes, then went home.
::le sigh::
andrew just called so i may go hung out with him and carter tonight for a bit.
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Lucy's coming home wednesday.
apparently shes bringing darcy (sp?) along for thanksgiving.
fritz isn't coming home, because we're going down to florida for his graduation on the 17th or so.
i get to miss two days from school for it. woot.
i was talking to someone on a walk the other day; we were talking about how our siblings were doing and whatnot,
and we got on the subject of names;
i had always thought that my brother, sister, and i had odd names, he only said my brother does.
even though there are a lot of Mollys, the name always seemed weird, and even though i've heard of a couple of lucy's, that too, also seemed odd, and of course for fritz, all i've heard was a dog and car named that (the car being andrea's because she loved my brother's name so much.)
so what do you think?
do the kids in my family have odd names, or is that just my opinion?
~Fritz
~Lucy
~Molly
(i'm not even gonna go into the animals names, ha, people would never let me live it down if i told some of them.)
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[20 Nov 2004|03:58pm] |
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i feel like i could just die right now.
i'm HAPPY!
it feels so weird, yet so good to say that,
it had come to the point where that word was foreign to me.
it seems i'm losing friends left and right, i suppose its my fault but they don't help.
i don't know how i can fix things anymore.
Brittney had her baby tuesday, i really wish i could have been there to see her, but thankfully they are both doing well.
i'm really scared for her though,
i know even when the worst people whom you think should never have children wise up a little when they do, they learn to care for them and whatnot, but shes had a hard life and so will her baby, i really wish i could help her, she was once my best friend, then she changed so much, i barley recognize her.
people say you can't change someone, i don't believe that; if you wait, they WILL change sooner or later, everyone does.
i was thinking back to when i was younger, i was so different, back before i thought about how i need to find a car so i can drive, before having to decide on a college, before sex, before drugs, life was so much happier.
when lucy and fritz were still around; the fights with my sister, the oddness between my brother and i, when i still liked/loved my dad, back when my mom was actually home, and i got to see her everyday.
all of this is foreign.
i need to stop rambling on about unimportant things and get away this god-for-saken computer.
i'm going to the park with someone to take pictures in less than 30 minutes, i spent the whole day with them, he is the only reason i'm happy right now.
the other day i was talking to a friend about the guy i like, and have liked for a long time, they asked me why i don't just give up on him.
its true, he makes me cry sometimes, and makes me sad when i don't see him in a while...
but he also makes me the happiest i can possibly be.
THATS why i won't ever give up on him.
now i seriously need to get off this wretched machine.
i love you. don't ever think differently.
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[15 Nov 2004|09:00pm] |
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dyed my hair again.
don't have pictures.
don't like how it came out, but i asked a hair specialist and she said i should wait a week or so before i dye it again so it can repair itself, don't want to go bald.
and am not going to post all the old pictures that i kept promising i'd post because i'm just a bitch like that.
♥
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[03 Nov 2004|07:14pm] |
PLUS..before we had gone to johns, we went to Stringfellows, b/c it was close by, to see if they had any band-aids,
and this really old guy was like "now no one will ever marry you with that kind of scar," about me leg!!!!!
and kate was like, "no one was gonna marry her with that face anyway"!!
so first i get hit by cameron, then kate calls me ugly in front of everyone, THEN some random old guy says i'll never get married!
coughcoughcoughJERKScoughcoughcough
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Today has been...well you'll see.
cameron hit me with her car today
alright maybe she didn't, but i didn't get really hurt!
cameron, kate and i went to the V&T cafe
while cameron was paying, kate and i went to the parking lot
cameron came out and got in her car
and as we had done many-a-times before we both jumped on her car while she was driving around the parking lot
kate on the back, and i on the hood
well cameron had gone around the lot a couple times already and on the last turn she went fast and i went FLYING off (like a flying squirrel).
and i just laid there for a while, they thought i was unconscious or something but of course they still couldn't stop laughing!
so of course we took pictures:
this if from the accident
then we went to john's house to get me bandaged up, he was the closest house, and i had to put this bandanna on it so my parents wouldn't find out
i kept shaking so we put this sleeping bag around me...wack
then kate HAD to do it again at johns house AFTER my accident
plus when i went flying, my purse and cell phone came with me and it came apart in three pieces but thankfully it still works and i now have two big holes in my new pants with sucks, but it adds character so its all good.
and i'm not sorry for expanding your friends page because i'm in pain, so ya'll can just deal with it..love ya'll
sorry i haven't posted the others from the previous nights but i'm to lazy..i'll get around to it eventually.
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oh yeah, and hopefully i'm getting my nose pierced soon.
and i may be dying my hair a shade of red..who knows.
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[02 Nov 2004|05:27pm] |
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Why is marijuana not legal? Why is marijuana not legal?
It's a natural plant that grows in the dirt.
Do you know what's not natural?
80 year old dudes with hard-ons. That's not natural.
But we got pills for that.
We're dedicating all our medical resources to keeping the old guys erect,
but we're putting people in jail for something that grows in the dirt?
You know we have more prescription drugs now.
Every commercial that comes on TV is a prescription drug ad.
I can't watch TV for four minutes without thinking I have five serious diseases.
Like: "Do you ever wake up tired in the morning?"
Oh my god I have this, write this down. Whatever it is, I have it.
Half the time I don't even know what the commercial is:
people running in fields or flying kites or swimming in the ocean.
I'm like that is the greatest disease ever. How do you get that?
That disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy.
The schools now: It is all about self-esteem in the schools now.
Build the kids' self-esteem, make them feel good about themselves.
If everybody grows up with high self-esteem, who is going to dance in our strip clubs?
What's going to happen to our porno industry?
These women don't just grown on trees.
It takes lots of drunk dads missing dance recitals before you decide to blow a goat on the internet for fifty bucks.
And if that disappears, where does that leave me on a Friday night with my new high speed connection?
Masterminds are another word that comes up all the time.
You keep hearing about these terrorists masterminds that get killed in the middle east.
Terrorists masterminds.
Mastermind is sort of a lofty way to describe what these guys do, don't you think?
They're not masterminds.
"OK, you take bomb, right? And you put in your backpack. And you get on bus and you blow yourself up. Alright?"
"Why do I have to blow myself up? Why can't I just:"
"Who's the fucking mastermind here? Me or you?"
Americans, let's face it: We've been a spoiled country for a long time.
Do you know what the number one health risk in America is?
Obesity. They say we're in the middle of an obesity epidemic.
An epidemic like it is polio. Like we'll be telling our grand kids about it one day.
The Great Obesity Epidemic of 2004.
"How'd you get through it grandpa?"
"Oh, it was horrible Johnny, there was cheesecake and pork chops everywhere."
Nobody knows why were getting fatter? Look at our lifestyle.
I'll sit at a drive thru.
I'll sit there behind fifteen other cars instead of getting up to make the eight foot walk to the totally empty counter.
Everything is mega meal, super sized. Want biggie fries, super sized, want to go large.
You want to have thirty burgers for a nickel you fat mother fucker. There's room in the back. Take it!
Want a 55 gallon drum of Coke with that? It's only three more cents.
Sometimes you have to suffer a little bit in your youth to motivate yourself to succeed in later life.
Do you think if Bill Gates got laid in high school, do you think there'd be a Microsoft?
Of course not.
You got to spend a long time in your own locker with your underwear shoved up your ass before you start to think,
"You'll see. I'm going to take of the world of computers! I'll show them."
We're in one of the richest countries in the world,
but the minimum wage is lower than it was thirty five years ago.
There are homeless people everywhere.
This homeless guy asked me for money the other day.
I was about to give it to him and then I thought he was going to use it on drugs or alcohol.
And then I thought, that's what I'm going to use it on.
Why am I judging this poor bastard.
People love to judge homeless guys. Like if you give them money they're just going to waste it.
Well, he lives in a box, what do you want him to do? Save it up and buy a wall unit?
Take a little run to the store for a throw rug and a CD rack? He's homeless.
I walked behind this guy the other day.
A homeless guy asked him for money.
He looks right at the homeless guy and says why don't you go get a job you bum.
People always say that to homeless guys like it is so easy.
This homeless guy was wearing his underwear outside his pants.
Outside his pants. I'm guessing his resume isn't all up to date.
I'm predicting some problems during the interview process.
I'm pretty sure even McDonalds has a "underwear goes inside the pants" policy.
Not that they enforce it really strictly, but technically I'm sure it is on the books.
-Lazy Boy--"Underwear goes inside the pants"
i have so much to update about...
but i'm to lazy to get all my pictures together.
i have so many i need to post...
from the little devil kids molesting me to all the fun of last night.
i should have them up soon.
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